Some days, I know that I can be really down.
I think about the wasted years and become gloomy like a stormy sky.
I just want the best for you.
I want to give you all these things that I cannot give.
I witness your stressed life and wonder
how it would even be possible at all for me to help,
when I myself live an even lesser just as stressed life.
Some times I feel as if I’m being pulled into a blackhole..
somewhere far away from Terra, in the cold expanse of space.
Nothing escapes a blackhole.
Not comets, not asteroids, not planets, not stars nor even light itself!
Although, when you come along, something magical happens.
Your love and compassion seems as though it has the mass and force
equal to an infinite number of universes, which can quickly snatch me away
from this blackhole, pulling me into the warm blanket of starshine that is your heart.
I am forever grateful to have you in my life,
I could not get by without you.
Otherwise I would be eternally consumed by this blackhole,
crushed down to an infinitesimal spec of nothingness.
You keep me safe on the balance, from falling over that dark edge never to return.
I thank you for all your love, and you shall be repaid in full..
with a lifetime guarantee of a debt that I’ve already begun paying;
The return of my love to you, my dear Jarlyn, my kutie, my sweet angel.